From the recording Forever

Lyrics

Everything is dead
Now I stand here alone
No one to talk to at all
No place to call my home
There's nowhere for me to go
No one for me to see
If I believed in God
He'd be there to torment me
Everything I build, I destroy
Everything goes away

It's not right but everything ends
And I'll break before I bend
I'm not alright, but nothing stands forever...

Drowned in shit and despair
Eternal in this pain
Not a god damned thing left
As I watch you walk away
Fucked up, all alone...
But reaching out to you
Silence kills like words
One fucking thing left to do
And when they find me here
They'll find I've gone away

It's not right but everything ends
And I'll break before I bend
I'm not alright, but nothing stands forever...

I hate myself every day
I fucked it up, I threw it away
I hate myself every day
I fucked it up, I threw it away
I hate myself every day
I fucked it up, I threw it away
I hate myself every day
I fucked it up, I threw it away